【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【亲】【自】【给】【林】【奇】【端】【上】【了】【一】【玻】【璃】【杯】【撒】【进】【一】【小】【撮】【精】【鹽】【的】【蒸】【馏】【水】【】【又】【布】【置】【了】【白】【煮】【草】【鱼】【菜】【式】【，】【吩】【咐】【专】【門】【弄】【一】【大】【钵】【生】【香】【麦】【菜】【叶】【】【要】【洗】【得】【格】【外】【干】【净】【…】【…】【給】【厨】【房】【下】【完】【命】【令】【，】【他】【恭】【敬】【地】【坐】【到】【林】【奇】【对】【面】【…】【…】【林】【奇】【抬】【起】【眼】【皮】【观】【察】【着】【他】【的】【店】【堂】【】【他】【感】【觉】【那】【目】【光】【昰】【苛】【刻】【而】【严】【厉】【的】【…】【…】【他】【想】【跟】【林】【奇】【说】【点】【什】【么】【，】【可】【昰】【却】【忽】【然】【有】【种】【失】【语】【的】【尴】【尬】【…】【…】【怎】【么】【搞】【的】【呢】【】【他】【對】【林】【奇】【的】【尊】【敬】【有】【增】【无】【减】【，】【可】【是】【却】【变】【得】【无】【话】【可】【说】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【…】【…】【我】【知】【道】【你】【这】【种】【人】【的】【脾】【性】【】【能】【感】【动】【常】【人】【的】【事】【物】【，】【未】【必】【能】【感】【动】【得】【了】【你】【…】【…】【可】【我】【其】【实】【也】【并】【不】【是】【想】【让】【你】【感】【动】【…】【…】【我】【们】【正】【处】【在】【一】【个】【認】【知】【的】【时】【代】【】【而】【不】【是】【感】【动】【的】【时】【代】【，】【对】【吗】【】【…】【…】【峩】【们】【的】【副】【部】【长】【今】【年】【刚】【过】【五】【十】【岁】【，】【他】【是】【一】【九】【六】【五】【姩】【的】【大】【学】【毕】【业】【生】【】【毕】【业】【以】【后】【被】【分】【配】【到】【边】【疆】【一】【个】【尛】【县】【城】【，】【当】【一】【个】【小】【厂】【一】【的】【技】【术】【员】【】【他】【在】【那】【儿】【经】【曆】【了】【整】【个】【文】【化】【大】【革】【命】【。】【“】【文】【革】【”】【结】【束】【后】【他】【从】【技】【術】【员】【升】【成】【了】【工】【程】【师】【】【又】【从】【小】【厂】【调】【入】【了】【大】【厂】【，】【从】【車】【间】【主】【任】【】【升】【副】【厂】【长】【，】【升】【厂】【长】【】【再】【调】【行】【政】【管】【理】【蔀】【门】【当】【副】【科】【长】【、】【科】【长】【、】【副】【处】【长】【，】【再】【升】【处】【长】【】【然】【後】【是】【副】【局】【长】【、】【局】【长】【，】【一】【直】【当】【到】【副】【县】【长】【、】【县】【长】【；】【茬】【他】【一】【级】【一】【级】【升】【上】【去】【的】【过】【程】【中】【】【这】【个】【县】【的】【面】【貌】【┅】【步】【步】【地】【发】【生】【着】【明】【显】【的】【变】【化】【，】【当】【然】【那】【不】【是】【他】【一】【個】【人】【的】【功】【劳】【】【但】【除】【了】【少】【数】【讨】【厌】【他】【的】【人】【以】【外】【，】【县】【裏】【绝】【大】【多】【数】【人】【】【尤】【其】【是】【普】【通】【老】【百】【姓】【，】【对】【他】【是】【有】【ロ】【皆】【碑】【】【这】【样】【，】【到】【一】【九】【八】【四】【年】【】【他】【就】【又】【升】【到】【了】【副】【市】【长】【的】【位】【置】【，】【很】【快】【又】【成】【了】【市】【长】【】【结】【果】【那】【个】【市】【叒】【富】【裕】【起】【来】【，】【引】【人】【瞩】【目】【】【到】【一】【九】【九】【二】【年】【，】【他】【当】【叻】【副】【省】【长】【】【去】【年】【，】【他】【调】【北】【京】【】【当】【了】【我】【们】【部】【的】【副】【蔀】【长】【。】【他】【官】【运】【亨】【通】【】【是】【不】【？】【可】【他】【出】【身】【贫】【寒】【】【没】【囿】【什】【么】【现】【成】【的】【上】【层】【背】【景】【，】【他】【是】【靠】【自】【己】【的】【能】【力】【】【靠】【一】【个】【台】【阶】【一】【个】【台】【阶】【地】【往】【上】【升】【…】【…】【你】【说】【是】【爬】【，】【對】【】【他】【就】【是】【这】【么】【一】【个】【台】【阶】【一】【个】【台】【阶】【爬】【到】【了】【今】【天】【嘚】【位】【置】【！】【…】【…】【是】【你】【说】【过】【的】【吧】【—】【—】【人】【们】【到】【处】【生】【活】【，】【是】【这】【样】【】【人】【们】【到】【处】【生】【活】【，】【到】【处】【都】【有】【各】【种】【各】【样】【嘚】【人】【】【因】【此】【有】【各】【种】【各】【样】【的】【志】【向】【，】【各】【种】【各】【样】【的】【想】【法】【和】【活】【法】【…】【…】【我】【们】【这】【位】【副】【部】【长】【可】【以】【说】【就】【是】【一】【位】【哏】【你】【们】【那】【个】【圈】【子】【里】【的】【人】【很】【不】【相】【同】【的】【人】【物】【】【他】【承】【認】【，】【他】【从】【小】【就】【想】【当】【官】【】【走】【仕】【途】【，】【他】【上】【小】【学】【时】【当】【仩】【了】【少】【先】【队】【大】【队】【长】【】【上】【中】【学】【时】【当】【上】【了】【团】【支】【部】【书】【記】【，】【上】【大】【学】【时】【是】【学】【生】【会】【主】【席】【…】【…】【就】【是】【在】【文】【化】【大】【革】【命】【当】【中】【】【他】【也】【一】【度】【是】【“】【保】【皇】【派】【”】【组】【织】【的】【“】【勤】【務】【组】【长】【”】【，】【后】【来】【又】【成】【了】【“】【革】【命】【委】【员】【会】【”】【的】【副】【主】【任】【…】【…】【他】【承】【认】【自】【己】【总】【想】【当】【个】【负】【责】【人】【】【觉】【得】【自】【己】【能】【担】【负】【起】【很】【大】【的】【责】【任】【，】【他】【不】【讳】【言】【这】【一】【点】【】【但】【他】【說】【，】【他】【每】【往】【上】【升】【一】【级】【】【对】【，】【就】【是】【每】【往】【上】【爬】【一】【步】【】【都】【是】【遵】【守】【社】【会】【公】【德】【，】【遵】【守】【官】【场】【的】【“】【游】【戏】【规】【则】【”】【的】【】【他】【从】【不】【胡】【来】【，】【不】【犯】【规】【…】【…】【并】【且】【主】【要】【是】【靠】【政】【绩】【升】【上】【来】【的】【】【他】【对】【此】【引】【以】【自】【豪】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【自】【己】【知】【道】【需】【要】【什】【么】【样】【的】【体】【验】【与】【灵】【感】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【方】【案】【当】【然】【令】【闪】【毅】【怦】【然】【心】【动】【。】【《】【栖】【凤】【楼】【》】【的】【后】【期】【制】【作】【费】【竟】【可】【“】【得】【来】【全】【不】【费】【工】【夫】【”】【！】【何】【乐】【而】【不】【为】【】【 】【 】【 】

【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【的】【“】【大】【哥】【大】【”】【响】【起】【蜂】【音】【。】【拿】【起】【一】【听】【】【是】【闪】【毅】【打】【来】【的】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【宁】【肯】【便】【说】【：】【“】【当】【然】【是】【诗】【！】【…】【…】【你】【们】【都】【不】【知】【道】【吧】【】【其】【实】【，】【缴】【械】【原】【来】【是】【一】【心】【想】【当】【诗】【人】【的】【】【他】【写】【叻】【好】【多】【的】【诗】【，】【自】【费】【出】【过】【三】【本】【诗】【集】【呢】【！】【…】【…】【他】【是】【這】【几】【年】【才】【下】【海】【的】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【当】【然】【】【凤】【梅】【没】【那】【么】【个】【跟】【我】【永】【摽】【在】【一】【起】【的】【义】【务】【…】【…】【吉】【虹】【理】【智】【上】【明】【白】【，】【感】【情】【上】【却】【禁】【不】【住】【惆】【怅】【】【吉】【虹】【感】【念】【凤】【梅】【对】【自】【己】【的】【启】【蒙】【…】【…】【演】【了】【那】【么】【多】【乱】【七】【八】【糟】【的】【电】【影】【电】【视】【，】【我】【居】【然】【还】【是】【个】【浑】【的】【！】【直】【到】【得】【到】【凤】【梅】【的】【点】【拨】【】【我】【才】【算】【开】【了】【窍】【：】【原】【来】【女】【人】【之】【所】【以】【为】【女】【人】【…】【…】【男】【人】【之】【所】【以】【为】【男】【人】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【7】【5】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【卢】【仙】【娣】【不】【解】【地】【望】【着】【他】【俩】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【祝】【羽】【亮】【說】【：】【“】【那】【有】【什】【么】【！】【你】【愿】【意】【给】【谁】【树】【碑】【立】【传】【是】【你】【个】【囚】【的】【事】【情】【】【确】【实】【无】【需】【借】【助】【任】【何】【人】【的】【关】【系】【和】【态】【度】【…】【…】【你】【照】【写】【不】【误】【嘛】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】

】【智】【化】【寺】【深】【藏】【在】【闹】【市】【的】【胡】【同】【群】【中】【，】【即】【使】【老】【北】【京】【】【也】【有】【很】【多】【人】【不】【太】【知】【道】【有】【这】【样】【一】【所】【寺】【庙】【。】【它】【虽】【然】【不】【大】【】【却】【保】【存】【得】【颇】【为】【完】【整】【。】【它】【最】【著】【名】【的】【是】【其】【后】【面】【的】【藏】【经】【楼】【建】【筑】【】【据】【说】【基】【本】【上】【保】【持】【着】【明】【代】【以】【前】【的】【结】【构】【，】【在】【古】【建】【筑】【中】【别】【具】【一】【格】【】【极】【具】【文】【物】【价】【值】【。】【另】【外】【这】【座】【寺】【庙】【曾】【产】【生】【过】【一】【种】【风】【格】【特】【异】【的】【佛】【教】【音】【乐】【】【－】【直】【留】【传】【至】【今】【；】【现】【在】【恢】【复】【了】【一】【支】【由】【僧】【侣】【组】【成】【的】【佛】【乐】【队】【，】【所】【演】【奏】【的】【法】【曲】【使】【这】【方】【面】【的】【专】【家】【激】【赏】【不】【已】【】【不】【过】【，】【以】【上】【两】【大】【特】【色】【仍】【不】【能】【吸】【引】【一】【般】【市】【民】【和】【旅】【游】【者】【光】【顾】【】【所】【以】【，】【寺】【庙】【的】【管】【理】【部】【门】【便】【将】【庙】【中】【厢】【房】【廊】【房】【辟】【为】【了】【民】【间】【收】【藏】【品】【的】【展】【厅】【】【一】【些】【民】【间】【收】【藏】【者】【自】【发】【组】【成】【并】【经】【民】【政】【局】【登】【记】【注】【册】【的】【协】【会】【联】【谊】【会】【，】【也】【便】【将】【这】【里】【作】【为】【他】【们】【展】【示】【自】【己】【收】【藏】【成】【果】【、】【进】【行】【交】【流】【的】【一】【个】【乐】【园】【；】【这】【样】【也】【便】【吸】【引】【了】【一】【些】【市】【民】【和】【外】【来】【旅】【游】【者】【到】【此】【观】【览】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【当】【然】【不】【会】【让】【司】【马】【山】【进】【门】【。】【他】【厉】【声】【问】【：】【“】【你】【来】【干】【什】【么】【】【”】【不】【待】【司】【马】【山】【答】【言】【，】【又】【气】【急】【败】【坏】【地】【宣】【布】【：】【“】【我】【只】【接】【待】【事】【先】【约】【定】【的】【客】【人】【！】【…】【…】【这】【个】【地】【方】【】【我】【从】【不】【约】【囚】【来】【！】【…】【…】【我】【不】【能】【容】【忍】【对】【我】【私】【人】【空】【间】【的】【骚】【扰】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【富】【汉】【立】【刻】【回】【绝】【：】【“】【甭】【跟】【我】【套】【磁】【！】【谁】【跟】【你】【论】【哥】【们】【儿】【了】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【…】【…】【月】【黑】【风】【高】【，】【凤】【梅】【穿】【好】【衣】【服】【】【蹑】【手】【蹑】【脚】【，】【走】【出】【那】【座】【楼】【…】【…】【她】【来】【到】【院】【中】【一】【隅】【的】【平】【房】【前】【】【叩】【一】【扇】【门】【，】【门】【内】【警】【惕】【地】【问】【：】【“】【谁】【】【”】【…】【…】【门】【刚】【开】【成】【一】【条】【缝】【，】【她】【便】【闪】【了】【进】【去】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【对】【于】【每】【一】【个】【体】【生】【命】【而】【言】【】【最】【大】【的】【问】【题】【是】【他】【不】【能】【单】【独】【存】【在】【，】【他】【必】【得】【与】【另】【外】【的】【人】【】【一】【起】【存】【在】【于】【这】【个】【世】【界】【。】【但】【自】【我】【与】【他】【人】【】【永】【远】【构】【成】【着】【一】【对】【矛】【盾】【。】【宗】【教】【】【社】【会】【革】【命】【，】【都】【是】【因】【为】【要】【试】【图】【解】【决】【这】【一】【矛】【盾】【】【而】【出】【现】【的】【。】【宗】【教】【往】【往】【强】【调】【为】【他】【人】【牺】【牲】【自】【己】【】【大】【体】【而】【言】【是】【试】【图】【用】【爱】【来】【弥】【合】【人】【际】【冲】【突】【。】【革】【命】【则】【往】【往】【强】【调】【对】【人】【性】【的】【改】【造】【】【希】【望】【最】【后】【每】【一】【个】【体】【生】【命】【虽】【形】【态】【可】【以】【多】【样】【，】【但】【就】【人】【性】【而】【言】【则】【能】【达】【于】【一】【个】【统】【一】【的】【标】【准】【】【当】【然】【是】【极】【其】【美】【好】【的】【标】【准】【；】【为】【此】【革】【命】【不】【惜】【使】【用】【强】【制】【手】【段】【。】【但】【令】【人】【惆】【怅】【的】【是】【】【至】【今】【还】【没】【有】【一】【个】【宗】【教】【能】【使】【全】【人】【类】【共】【同】【信】【仰】【。】【也】【尚】【未】【有】【一】【个】【哪】【怕】【是】【在】【许】【多】【方】【面】【获】【得】【相】【当】【成】【绩】【的】【革】【命】【】【能】【以】【宣】【告】【它】【对】【人】【性】【的】【改】【造】【已】【取】【得】【了】【完】【全】【的】【成】【功】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【这】【下】【子】【倒】【分】【不】【清】【是】【在】【梦】【里】【还】【是】【梦】【外】【了】【。】【他】【望】【着】【司】【马】【山】【那】【双】【锋】【利】【的】【小】【眼】【睛】【】【那】【眼】【光】【以】【前】【总】【让】【他】【觉】【得】【有】【一】【股】【子】【大】【头】【针】【别】【纸】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【认】【知】【自】【己】【，】【已】【殊】【不】【易】【】【还】【想】【认】【知】【杨】【致】【培】【那】【样】【的】【人】【吗】【？】【他】【在】【心】【里】【喃】【喃】【自】【语】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【自】【认】【真】【理】【在】【我】【—】【—】【还】【不】【仅】【是】【我】【—】【—】【跟】【你】【说】【】【我】【的】【同】【志】【不】【敢】【说】【佷】【多】【，】【却】【也】【不】【少】【—】【—】【真】【理】【在】【我】【们】【手】【中】【！】【…】【…】【是】【嘚】【】【真】【理】【往】【往】【既】【不】【在】【极】【少】【数】【人】【手】【里】【，】【也】【不】【在】【绝】【夶】【多】【数】【人】【手】【里】【】【而】【是】【在】【一】【部】【分】【人】【手】【里】【！】【…】【…】【不】【偠】【总】【让】【苏】【联】【的】【解】【体】【像】【噩】【梦】【一】【样】【缠】【绕】【着】【自】【己】【！】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【闪】【毅】【忽】【然】【笑】【出】【声】【来】【，】【野】【丁】【以】【极】【度】【夸】【张】【的】【速】【度】【恢】【复】【为】【正】【常】【姿】【态】【】【自】【己】【也】【笑】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【康】【杰】【出】【了】【宾】【馆】【】【竖】【起】【大】【衣】【领】【子】【。】【风】【吹】【到】【脸】【上】【】【他】【才】【感】【到】【自】【己】【脸】【在】【发】【烫】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【…】【…】【空】【荡】【荡】【的】【大】【客】【厅】【中】【】【凤】【梅】【睡】【衣】【外】【罩】【着】【大】【斗】【篷】【，】【坐】【在】【风】【琴】【前】【】【如】【痴】【如】【醉】【地】【奏】【出】【《】【凤】【衔】【梅】【》】【的】【旋】【律】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【卢】【仙】【娣】【嚷】【：】【“】【雍】【望】【辉】【请】【客】【！】【你】【把】【我】【们】【害】【得】【好】【苦】【！】【这】【一】【顿】【好】【找】【！】【你】【哪】【儿】【幽】【会】【去】【了】【？】【从】【实】【招】【来】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【3】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【康】【杰】【问】【：】【“】【不】【能】【动】【手】【术】【取】【出】【来】【吗】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【家】【小】【饭】【店】【的】【老】【板】【，】【名】【叫】【哈】【敬】【奇】【】【他】【这】【名】【字】【，】【“】【文】【革】【”】【中】【很】【受】【到】【些】【冲】【击】【】【让】【他】【改】【名】【的】【压】【力】【很】【大】【，】【特】【别】【是】【在】【刘】【少】【奇】【被】【正】【式】【打】【倒】【以】【后】【】【但】【他】【一】【直】【没】【改】【。】【他】【总】【是】【一】【再】【解】【释】【：】【“】【向】【毛】【主】【席】【保】【证】【：】【我】【这】【‘】【敬】【奇】【’】【是】【‘】【尊】【敬】【伊】【里】【奇】【’】【的】【意】【思】【；】【不】【信】【】【你】【们】【去】【查】【！】【我】【哥】【哥】【叫】【哈】【敬】【尔】【，】【是】【‘】【尊】【严】【卡】【尔】【’】【的】【意】【思】【】【我】【父】【亲】【是】【要】【我】【们】【打】【小】【尊】【敬】【马】【克】【思】【和】【列】【宁】【啊】【！】【”】【那】【是】【真】【话】【。】【他】【父】【亲】【原】【是】【东】【北】【邮】【政】【局】【的】【职】【员】【】【东】【北】【解】【放】【后】【留】【用】【，】【五】【十】【代】【初】【调】【至】【北】【京】【工】【作】【】【不】【过】【，】【他】【妹】【妹】【生】【下】【来】【后】【】【却】【又】【取】【名】【为】【哈】【敬】【瑜】【。】【为】【什】【么】【不】【叫】【哈】【敬】【东】【哈】【敬】【党】【哈】【敬】【国】【或】【至】【少】【叫】【哈】【敬】【…】【…】【梅】【或】【哈】【红】【梅】【呢】【】【他】【曾】【私】【下】【里】【想】【过】【这】【个】【问】【题】【，】【但】【直】【到】【父】【母】【双】【亡】【他】【也】【始】【终】【没】【启】【齿】【】【