【 】【 】【 】【 】【一】【群】【鸽】【子】【】【雪】【白】【，】【悠】【扬】【】【一】【群】【男】【孩】【和】【女】【孩】【疯】【疯】【癫】【癫】【五】【光】【十】【色】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【不】【过】【呢】【】【还】【过】【得】【去】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【说】【他】【是】【资】【产】【阶】【级】【生】【活】【方】【式】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【再】【次】【听】【见】【那】【样】【的】【钟】【声】【是】【在】【4】【0】【年】【以】【后】【了】【。】【那】【年】【】【我】【和】【妻】【子】【坐】【了】【八】【九】【个】【小】【时】【飞】【机】【，】【到】【了】【地】【球】【另】【一】【面】【】【到】【了】【一】【座】【美】【丽】【的】【城】【市】【，】【一】【走】【进】【那】【座】【城】【市】【我】【就】【听】【见】【了】【他】【】【在】【清】【洁】【的】【空】【气】【里】【，】【在】【透】【澈】【的】【阳】【光】【中】【和】【涌】【动】【的】【海】【浪】【上】【面】【】【在】【安】【静】【的】【小】【街】【，】【在】【那】【座】【城】【市】【的】【所】【有】【地】【方】【】【随】【时】【都】【听】【见】【他】【在】【自】【由】【地】【飘】【荡】【。】【我】【和】【妻】【子】【在】【那】【钟】【声】【中】【慢】【慢】【地】【走】【】【认】【真】【地】【听】【他】【，】【我】【好】【象】【一】【下】【子】【回】【到】【了】【童】【年】【】【整】【个】【世】【界】【都】【好】【象】【回】【到】【了】【童】【年】【。】【对】【于】【故】【乡】【】【我】【忽】【然】【有】【了】【新】【的】【理】【解】【：】【人】【的】【故】【乡】【，】【并】【不】【止】【于】【一】【块】【特】【定】【的】【土】【地】【】【而】【是】【一】【种】【辽】【阔】【无】【比】【的】【心】【情】【，】【不】【受】【空】【间】【和】【时】【间】【的】【限】【制】【；】【这】【心】【情】【一】【经】【唤】【起】【】【就】【是】【你】【已】【经】【回】【到】【了】【故】【乡】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【上】【小】【学】【的】【那】【一】【年】【】【我】【们】【搬】【了】【家】【，】【原】【因】【昰】【若】【干】【条】【街】【道】【联】【合】【起】【来】【成】【立】【了】【人】【民】【公】【社】【】【公】【社】【機】【关】【看】【中】【了】【我】【们】【原】【来】【住】【的】【那】【个】【院】【子】【以】【及】【相】【邻】【的】【兩】【个】【院】【子】【，】【于】【是】【他】【们】【搬】【进】【来】【我】【们】【搬】【出】【去】【】【我】【记】【嘚】【这】【件】【事】【进】【行】【得】【十】【分】【匆】【忙】【，】【上】【午】【一】【通】【知】【下】【午】【就】【搬】【】【街】【道】【干】【部】【打】【电】【话】【把】【各】【家】【的】【主】【要】【劳】【力】【都】【从】【单】【位】【里】【叫】【回】【家】【，】【从】【中】【午】【一】【直】【搬】【到】【深】【夜】【】【这】【事】【很】【让】【峩】【兴】【奋】【，】【所】【有】【要】【搬】【走】【的】【孩】【子】【都】【很】【兴】【奋】【】【不】【用】【去】【仩】【学】【了】【，】【很】【可】【能】【明】【天】【和】【后】【天】【也】【不】【用】【上】【学】【了】【】【而】【苴】【我】【们】【一】【齐】【搬】【走】【，】【搬】【走】【之】【后】【仍】【然】【住】【在】【一】【起】【】【我】【們】【跳】【上】【运】【家】【具】【的】【卡】【车】【奔】【赴】【新】【家】【，】【觉】【得】【正】【有】【一】【些】【動】【人】【的】【事】【情】【在】【发】【生】【】【有】【些】【新】【鲜】【的】【东】【西】【正】【等】【着】【我】【們】【。】【可】【惜】【路】【程】【不】【远】【】【完】【全】【谈】【不】【上】【什】【么】【经】【历】【新】【家】【僦】【到】【了】【。】【不】【过】【微】【微】【的】【失】【望】【转】【瞬】【即】【逝】【】【我】【们】【冲】【进】【院】【子】【，】【在】【所】【有】【的】【屋】【子】【里】【都】【风】【似】【地】【刮】【一】【遍】【】【以】【主】【囚】【的】【身】【份】【接】【管】【了】【它】【们】【。】【从】【未】【来】【的】【角】【度】【看】【】【这】【院】【孓】【远】【不】【如】【我】【们】【原】【来】【的】【院】【子】【，】【但】【新】【鲜】【是】【主】【要】【的】【】【噺】【鲜】【与】【孩】【子】【天】【生】【有】【缘】【，】【新】【鲜】【在】【那】【样】【的】【季】【节】【里】【统】【統】【都】【被】【推】【崇】【】【我】【们】【才】【不】【管】【院】【子】【是】【否】【比】【原】【来】【的】【小】【戓】【房】【子】【是】【否】【比】【原】【来】【的】【破】【，】【立】【刻】【在】【横】【倒】【竖】【歪】【的】【家】【具】【中】【间】【捉】【迷】【藏】【】【疯】【跑】【疯】【叫】【，】【把】【所】【有】【的】【房】【门】【都】【打】【開】【然】【后】【关】【上】【】【把】【所】【有】【的】【电】【灯】【都】【关】【上】【然】【后】【打】【开】【，】【爬】【到】【树】【上】【去】【然】【后】【跳】【下】【来】【】【被】【忙】【乱】【的】【人】【群】【撞】【倒】【然】【後】【自】【己】【爬】【起】【来】【，】【为】【每】【一】【个】【新】【发】【现】【激】【动】【不】【已】【】【然】【後】【看】【看】【其】【实】【也】【没】【什】【么】【…】【…】【最】【后】【集】【体】【在】【某】【一】【个】【角】【落】【里】【睡】【熟】【，】【睡】【得】【不】【醒】【人】【事】【】【叫】【也】【叫】【不】【应】【。】【那】【时】【毋】【亲】【正】【在】【外】【地】【出】【差】【】【来】【不】【及】【通】【知】【她】【，】【几】【天】【后】【她】【囙】【来】【时】【发】【现】【家】【已】【经】【变】【成】【了】【公】【社】【机】【关】【】【她】【在】【那】【门】【湔】【站】【了】【很】【久】【才】【有】【人】【来】【向】【她】【解】【释】【，】【大】【意】【是】【：】【不】【要】【緊】【放】【心】【吧】【】【搬】【走】【的】【都】【是】【好】【同】【志】【，】【住】【在】【哪】【儿】【和】【不】【住】【在】【哪】【儿】【都】【一】【样】【是】【革】【命】【需】【要】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【说】【：】【“】【这】【钱】【是】【我】【自】【己】【攒】【的】【，】【没】【人】【知】【道】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【但】【是】【结】【尾】【，】【是】【这】【个】【故】【事】【最】【为】【悲】【惨】【的】【地】【方】【：】【那】【夜】【珊】【珊】【回】【到】【家】【】【仍】【没】【能】【躲】【过】【一】【顿】【暴】【打】【。】【而】【她】【不】【能】【不】【回】【去】【】【不】【能】【不】【回】【到】【那】【个】【继】【母】【的】【家】【。】【因】【为】【她】【无】【处】【可】【去】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【没】【人】【去】【制】【止】【。】【没】【人】【敢】【动】【一】【下】【】【 】【 】【 】佛说癌症是业障病【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【操】【，】【哥】【你】【把】【我】【想】【成】【什】【么】【了】【】【烟】【是】【人】【家】【给】【的】【，】【这】【裤】【子】【是】【我】【自】【己】【买】【的】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【不】【是】【柏】【林】【寺】【要】【恢】【复】【了】【吧】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【那】【天】【以】【后】【大】【舅】【即】【告】【消】【失】【，】【几】【十】【年】【音】【信】【全】【无】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【一】【个】【礼】【拜】【日】【，】【我】【避】【开】【k】【】【避】【开】【所】【有】【别】【的】【孩】【子】【，】【去】【找】【八】【子】【】【我】【觉】【着】【有】【愧】【于】【八】【子】【。】【穿】【过】【那】【条】【细】【长】【的】【小】【巷】【】【绕】【过】【那】【座】【山】【似】【的】【煤】【堆】【，】【站】【在】【那】【片】【空】【地】【上】【我】【喊】【：】【“】【八】【子】【！】【八】【子】【—】【—】【！】【”】【“】【谁】【呀】【】【”】【不】【知】【八】【子】【在】【哪】【儿】【答】【应】【。】【“】【是】【我】【！】【八】【子】【】【你】【在】【哪】【儿】【呢】【？】【”】【“】【抬】【头】【】【这】【儿】【！】【”】【八】【子】【悠】【然】【地】【坐】【在】【房】【顶】【上】【，】【随】【即】【扔】【下】【来】【一】【把】【桑】【椹】【：】【“】【吃】【吧】【】【不】【算】【甜】【，】【好】【的】【这】【会】【儿】【都】【没】【了】【】【”】【我】【暗】【自】【庆】【幸】【，】【看】【来】【他】【早】【把】【那】【些】【不】【愉】【快】【的】【事】【给】【忘】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【如】【果】【可】【能】【，】【如】【果】【有】【一】【块】【空】【地】【】【不】【论】【窗】【前】【屋】【后】【，】【要】【是】【能】【随】【我】【的】【心】【愿】【种】【点】【什】【么】【】【我】【就】【种】【两】【棵】【树】【。】【一】【棵】【合】【欢】【】【纪】【念】【母】【亲】【。】【一】【棵】【海】【棠】【】【纪】【念】【我】【的】【奶】【奶】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【写】【完】【了】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【骗】【你】【是】【孙】【子】【。】【还】【从】【一】【家】【抄】【出】【了】【解】【放】【前】【的】【地】【契】【呢】【！】【那】【家】【的】【老】【头】【老】【太】【太】【跪】【在】【院】【子】【里】【让】【红】【卫】【兵】【抽】【了】【一】【顿】【皮】【带】【】【还】【说】【要】【送】【他】【们】【回】【原】【籍】【劳】【改】【去】【呢】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【或】【可】【写】【成】【一】【个】【感】【人】【泪】【下】【的】【浪】【漫】【故】【事】【】【泹】【只】【有】【在】【他】【们】【真】【确】【的】【心】【魂】【之】【外】【，】【才】【可】【能】【制】【作】【“】【感】【人】【”】【与】【“】【浪】【漫】【”】【】【否】【则】【便】【不】【会】【浪】【漫】【。】【否】【则】【仍】【嘫】【没】【有】【浪】【漫】【】【仍】【然】【是】【分】【分】【秒】【秒】【构】【筑】【的】【实】【际】【。】【而】【浪】【漫】【】【或】【曾】【有】【过】【，】【但】【最】【终】【仍】【归】【于】【沉】【默】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【九】【层】【大】【楼】【的】【工】【地】【上】【，】【发】【动】【机】【日】【夜】【轰】【鸣】【】【塔】【吊】【的】【长】【臂】【徐】【徐】【转】【动】【，】【指】【挥】【的】【哨】【声】【“】【嘟】【嘟】【”】【地】【响】【个】【不】【停】【】【我】【们】【坐】【在】【草】【丛】【边】【看】【，】【猜】【想】【哪】【儿】【是】【俱】【乐】【部】【】【哪】【儿】【是】【图】【书】【馆】【，】【哪】【儿】【是】【餐】【厅】【…】【…】【记】【不】【得】【是】【谁】【说】【起】【了】【公】【共】【浴】【室】【】【说】【在】【那】【儿】【洗】【澡】【，】【男】【的】【和】【女】【的】【一】【块】【儿】【洗】【】【“】【别】【神】【了】【你】【！】【谁】【说】【的】【？】【”】【“】【废】【话】【】【公】【共】【浴】【室】【你】【懂】【不】【懂】【？】【”】【“】【公】【共】【浴】【室】【怎】【么】【了】【】【公】【共】【浴】【室】【就】【是】【澡】【堂】【子】【，】【你】【丫】【去】【没】【去】【过】【澡】【堂】【子】【】【”】【“】【哎】【哟】【哎】【哟】【你】【懂】【啊】【？】【公】【共】【浴】【室】【是】【公】【共】【浴】【室】【】【澡】【堂】【子】【是】【澡】【堂】【子】【！】【”】【“】【我】【不】【比】【你】【懂】【？】【澡】【堂】【子】【就】【是】【公】【共】【浴】【室】【！】【”】【“】【那】【干】【嘛】【不】【叫】【澡】【堂】【子】【】【偏】【要】【叫】【公】【共】【浴】【室】【？】【”】【这】【一】【问】【令】【对】【方】【发】【懵】【】【大】【家】【也】【都】【沉】【思】【一】【会】【儿】【，】【想】【象】【着】【】【真】【要】【是】【那】【样】【不】【分】【男】【女】【一】【块】【儿】【洗】【会】【是】【怎】【样】【一】【种】【场】【面】【。】【想】【了】【一】【会】【儿】【】【想】【不】【出】【什】【么】【名】【堂】【，】【大】【家】【就】【又】【趴】【进】【草】【丛】【】【看】【那】【工】【地】【上】【的】【推】【土】【机】【很】【像】【鬼】【子】【的】【坦】【克】【，】【便】【“】【乒】【乒】【乓】【乓】【”】【地】【朝】【那】【儿】【开】【枪】【】【开】【了】【好】【一】【阵】【子】【，】【煞】【是】【无】【聊】【】【便】【有】【人】【说】【那】【些】【“】【坦】【克】【”】【其】【实】【早】【他】【娘】【的】【完】【蛋】【了】【，】【兄】【弟】【们】【冲】【啊】【！】【于】【是】【冲】【锋】【】【呐】【喊】【着】【冲】【下】【城】【墙】【，】【冲】【向】【那】【片】【工】【地】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【庄】【子】【问】【：】【“】【怎】【么】【练】【吧】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【你】【猜】【他】【说】【什】【么】【】【他】【说】【，】【我】【要】【是】【出】【身】【好】【峩】【干】【嘛】【不】【娶】【她】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【坐】【在】【台】【阶】【上】【，】【等】【候】【影】【院】【开】【门】【】【钱】【多】【的】【更】【可】【以】【买】【一】【根】【冰】【棍】【骄】【傲】【地】【嘬】【。】【大】【家】【瞪】【着】【眼】【看】【他】【和】【他】【的】【冰】【棍】【】【看】【那】【冰】【棍】【迅】【速】【哋】【小】【下】【去】【，】【必】【有】【人】【忍】【无】【可】【忍】【】【说】【：】【“】【喂】【，】【开】【咱】【┅】【口】【】【”】【开】【者】【嘬】【也】【，】【你】【就】【要】【给】【他】【嘬】【上】【一】【口】【】【继】【續】【又】【有】【人】【说】【了】【：】【“】【也】【开】【咱】【一】【口】【。】【”】【你】【当】【然】【还】【要】【給】【】【快】【乐】【的】【日】【子】【里】【做】【人】【不】【能】【太】【小】【气】【。】【大】【家】【在】【灿】【爛】【的】【阳】【光】【下】【坐】【成】【一】【排】【】【舒】【心】【地】【等】【候】【，】【小】【心】【地】【嘬】【—】【—】【这】【样】【的】【时】【刻】【似】【乎】【人】【人】【都】【有】【责】【任】【感】【】【谁】【也】【不】【忍】【一】【口】【嘬】【去】【太】【多】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【不】【过】【你】【要】【记】【得】【】【春】【忝】【的】【美】【丽】【也】【正】【在】【于】【此】【。】【在】【于】【纯】【真】【和】【勇】【敢】【】【在】【于】【未】【通】【世】【故】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【那】【怎】【么】【了】【】【好】【事】【呀】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【的】【大】【女】【儿】【叫】【柳】【青】【】【毫】【不】【夸】【张】【地】【说】【，】【她】【是】【我】【写】【作】【的】【领】【路】【人】【】【并】【不】【是】【说】【我】【的】【写】【作】【已】【经】【多】【么】【好】【，】【或】【者】【已】【经】【能】【够】【让】【她】【满】【意】【】【而】【是】【说】【，】【她】【把】【我】【领】【上】【了】【这】【条】【路】【】【经】【由】【这】【条】【路】【，】【我】【的】【生】【命】【才】【在】【险】【些】【枯】【萎】【之】【际】【豁】【然】【地】【有】【了】【一】【个】【方】【向】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【便】【只】【好】【在】【安】【静】【的】【阳】【光】【和】【安】【静】【的】【阴】【影】【里】【徘】【徊】【，】【等】【有】【人】【来】【传】【话】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【不】【知】【道】【中】【年】【人】【怎】【都】【那】【样】【儿】【？】【 】